How do you know? Really, how can you know that there is something else, hidden from everyday reality? How do you know the world has hidden parts not visible to everyone?
For me it started when I was very young. When I visited my Grandpa and Grandma in the summer holidays, Grandpa was sometimes taking me to try our luck in lottery scratching cards.
For me it started when I was very young. When I visited my Grandpa and Grandma in the summer holidays, Grandpa was sometimes taking me to try our luck in lottery scratching cards.
The most exciting part, was guessing and later knowing which ticket is the winning one! So you never got more than a free card or sometimes a few Shekels (Israely money). But I got something much more exciting. I got to know one of my inner senses. They used to call me - the tickets. I was passingd by a lottery booth and suddenly I could felt it. Something inside me was screaming - Stop! A tingle, expansion of the heart, accelerated breathing air, eyes filled with lightning. And then - understanding. The rule was clear - go to the counter and ask the assistant for the first card in one of the packages. It always worked. A winning card always waited for me. And the nex rule is that you should never scratch another ticket. The next card was never a winner.
I studied the sensation over the years and it has never disappointed me. When I ignored it and inssited buying a ticket - there was no winning card. And when I accepted the terms and bought a ticket by this sensation - I won. I didn't win money (usually) but a proof. Sense of something or someone being out there playing with me and calls me to travel. And what a fascinating journey!
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