Prologue

I did not journey to India, and did not take drugs; I have not experienced a revelation in a terror attack and have not been sexually abused.

I never experienced a difficult childhood or a psychotic crisis.

I'm almost ashamed to admit, but I experienced a completely normal childhood, almost dull, a city in suburbs of Tel Aviv.

And life gave no reasonable excuse to start the quest where I am.

In my life journey, looking for something else, sublime, unique wrapped in hoping to discover Alice's Wonderland, right here - in Israel.

Later, a minute before the opening whistle of adult life, they gave me something - a shocking ending early pregnancy and fertility treatments and endless despair.

 Sighs of relief, I just received official confirmation from the society and my family to go and search for myself, relax, and wander around the huge candy store of various spirit workshops of the coming new age.

After years of wandering, I feel comfortable enough to open a blog under a pseudonym :-)

In short, there are a lot of work ahead of us ...

Until the moment come in which I can stand up proudly and say my name and admit openly that there is something real there, and that I believe that the theories I picked from the candy shop of new age are not only fragments of dreams or hallucinations but are true.

Until then, I'll continue to write under a pseudonym and to share with you my wonderful journey. Ask campaign which agree to become loyal escorts!